by `char » Sat Jan 02, 2010 10:51 pm
"They know not what they are doing.."
In the new year, I told myself that I have to learn to think from God's point of view sometimes..
Jesus wasn't hung on the cross by nails, but by his love for us.
Recently I've experienced a horrible headache in the midst of a busy period, and when people (who didn't know) happened to irritate me when I'm all stressed up, tired and in pain, they become victims of my bad temper. I retaliate, sort of like a reflex; my temper's even harder to control when I'm under pressure. :x
Imagine being beaten up and being nailed to a cross by people you love, and then as if they haven't hurt you enough, they subject you to ultimate humiliation, taking all your clothes and drew lots to see who gets it.
If I was in His shoes, when they mocked me about my real status (a King) and drew lots for my clothes, if I had power to come down from the cross, I think I would have done so, and in all my rage from the pain and humiliation, probably destroy everything and start over again. After all, I had all the power I want and who was to judge me if I'd done so? (Yea, I know, that's why I'm Not God.)
But why did Jesus choose to endure the whole thing and in the midst of torture STILL intercede for people????? It's beyond my understanding.......
So I don't understand, I just accept.. and give thanks.. Thank you Jesus, thank God you're God....... *phew..*
~Jesus wasn't held onto the cross by nails, He was held onto the cross by his love for you and me.